continued throughout these days and only seemed to add to his already
unbearable misery. I cringed in agony for him. My stomach was upset. My
head spun, for in all my life I had never seen such suffering. Why did he not
give up? What kept him going? What drove him on? What was the source
of his strength? In the midst of all his struggles I heard him continually say:
"What is all of this compared to the love my Master has shown me?" My
heart broke, and I wept to see such love and devotion.
Several days passed and I began to notice definite signs of growth. The
seed, no longer, just a tiny seed was growing taller, and as he did, he
stretched out his roots to drink the moisture left in the ground from the
river. Day and night this moisture was his constant delight.
In a few weeks he began to poke his head above the surface of the ground.
He was pale and very weak from having been under the ground for such a
long time. What an encouragement he received, when he first poked up his
head. There before him, he saw the Master, who had never once left his
side. The Master beamed with delight to see the little seed. As for the seed,
he could hardly restrain the tears of joy. "Just to think that you have never
left my side," he said to the Master.
The struggles did not end here. His adjustment to the new atmosphere was a
welcome change, but not without its difficulty as well. The sun was all that
much hotter now that the earth did not shelter him from its rays. The
burning heat struck his body and caused him to ache all over. After several
days, however, his body began to adjust and he found the rays more
pleasant. In fact, he began to enjoy the sun, and would stretch out his arms
to catch as many rays as possible. "Oh the grace of the Master," he said, for
that is what he called the sun, "how it warms the heart and brings growth
and vitality to my being."
As the months passed, I noticed a tremendous change in him. Now several
inches tall, he began to experience a new struggle. The wind, which he
simply called "trials," would often blow through the pasture and I noticed
how at times it would strike the poor little seed or seedling I should say, for
he was indeed now much more than a seed. He would often battle these
"trials" for many hours. They would blow in his face as they sought to
knock him down, or if possible, break him in two. He would often fight to